intimacy with God

pastor have been preaching about intimacy with God these 2 weeks and it was also when i started to really make the effort to get close to Him like when i just knew Him. i have thought of doing it for a long time but thinking and not doing is equivalent to nothing. so this time is different.. i started doing it and wanted it to last.

i have tried to read His word daily, pray/ talk to Him.. praise and worship Him. doing this everyday out of love and definitely not duty, have make me happier, feel that there's somebody close to me again and when i pray to Him in times of needs, i wouldn't feel so guilty (cuz it just feels like i chunked Him aside when i dun need Him and beg and keep praying for Him to make things go my way wheni needed it). and it's the joy that is inside of me.. hmm. i just love it.

but as said, things are easier when life's peaceful, but when troubles comes in.. it is only when true love shows..

i pray that i can keep it.. 'passing' the test that came my way.. for to sidetrack is easy but to pick up the good habit is harder.

yay. time for bed now.. super duper late..
nite nite.. z z Z