I love YOU

wow wow wow... ytd was a wonderful day i would say..

to start with the fact that i have found a new game of naruto. it's www.naruto-arena.com if u a;; are interested. haha.

it's a game where u choose any 3 of available ninja and fight with an unknown opponent. then there's also mission.. it's tough though.. and really tested a lot of my patience. cuz it requires us to use a certain ninja to win certain number of times IN A ROW!! that's the toughest part.. and the most irritating also.. cuz my max is 3.. and the last required ones i didn't manage to make it.. it's been more than once.. a few times.. u know.. it's kind of like gong(1) kui(1) yi(2) kui(4). just one more round i can complete.. but time and again.. it's a wasted effort..

then here's when my testimonies comes in.. once again, i'm at my fourth round.. that deciding whether i can complete my mission round.. and to summarize it.. i obviously would loss the game.. but this time i was so not wanting to lose again as i was quite frustrated by it. Then i remembered pastor preached before.. David (i think.. hehe.. if i'm not wrong.. or "someone" heh sorry) was at loss and didn't know what to do in a battle (for my the battle is the game).. but he won the battle in the end. how? All he did was to continue praise and worship Him.

and this is also how i actually how i know that it's definitely possible or a weakling to defeat a strong and mighty giant if God is with the person (i used to think a lot on how it is possible but now, i convinced)..

though it's just a game (naruto), i really did learn a lot. and also have to keep reminding myself constantly that God is not a (game)winnning machine. which links to we are the servants of God, not vice versa..

and Amen to pastor's saying: we desire more of God when risk/insecurity level is high. as it make us more dependable on Him.

Hallelujah! Thank You Jesus
i love You for You have loved me first. =)