Merry christmas!!
and a Happy New Year!
it's the birthday of Jesus.. what did u do for Him? any surprises? haha..
yeah. was so busy with the VE thing that i totally forgotten about the gifts for my frens.
oh dear..
but praise God.. as i was thinking and thinking what should i but for them like chocolate or decoratives, an idea just suddenly appeared in my mind.. got the *ting*sound effect with the imaginary light bulb. haha.
was free today. maybe going out to buy the 'ingredients' for their pressie.
jurong point again. super crowded.
so sian. can faint by looking at the people in it. esp the first floor- giodano and etc.
feel like going to Vivocity to shop. see if there are good stuffs for me or not. haha.
oi.. wanna go or not. cherie..... haha.

more understanding

i went for lunch after the service. had fried dumpling ramen. very nice. then after serving my ministry, i hang around the office. and pastor tim started telling us stories. one of which is that all those man who are used by God faced great test- eg death. (yeah, i stunned.) but think in this way, God knows things the best. He wouldn't take away someone for no reason and wants X to fall. and sometimes if X pray for somebody and that somebody did not recover or died/X can't get what X wants after praying, it's not because God is not with X nor he has forsaken X, it's that He wanted to place an irritant in X and make X wants to get it more- have greater thirst or desire like> (X: i want to get it/ i want to lay hands and others shall be healed/resurrected).

i once told myself that i wanted to be used by God like my pastors. but i didn't know that there's a lot for man of God to face before they are the man of God. maybe that's why God wanted to reveal to me.

Thus, i think i'm not ready for it yet. though i'm still a baby in Christ, i think it's a good to dream to be one like them .

Thank God for revealing it to me. :D

Flag Day.

signed up for 6 hours of flag day. 4 hours 1 cca points and 6 hours, we'll have 2pts. but my main motive for joining is not for the points, it's because i found joy doing it the last time. however not this time.

the first hour was spent at the kopitiam, having our dessert. after that, we kai gong.. for 20 mins. outside the entertainment centre. people there are alright. rating: average. after the 20 mins, we got chased off by a security guard. it was raining. no better place to go. so we decided to have ou 'half time'. went to ice skating area to grab a seat and after that came out with an idea to go k pool instead. naughty cherie ar.. haha. played for one hour.. after that li yu decided that she wanna play for an hour more. so that makes it 2 hours. haha. k pool is really exp. $6.85 for 2 hours. time to get back to work after playing. so we decided to do it at interchange this time. waaa. couldn't believe it. the probability of people donating is near to zero!. like good friends.. very near. i thought govt said that the economy is turning better. then those ppl can't even depart from a small portion of their shillings. it's because the majority did that. that's why i am mentioning here. the rate of ppl donating is very very low.

it's always ok for them not to donate. cuz sometimes i do that too. but if people ever approached and asked for donation in a right manner,but X(the one being asked) is not willing, X can always reject others kindly/politely. ignoring or treating us as if we have bird flu is definitely not the way. we are helping others to raise money. not begging $$ for ourselves. Plus the way that they used to siam us is when they are the most creative.. human nature?

where's our compassion and smile? flew away with the IMF delegates? robbed?

Joke out of it: that day was the day where most ppl waved to (saying 'no') and open up a way (trying to avoid) for me. am i supposed to feel happy??

learning point: be patient.
try to smile even if u know u would be rejected by them
handle the rejection faced (as it really drained me as i kept asking and they kept rejecting)
and lastly the disappointment --> so disappointed that so few ppl bothered to donate.

and all that above made me more thankful for those who bothered to stop and donate. those who gave cheerfully. those who 'say no' politely/ with a smile.

:D

CIP

what a terrible day.. i forgot to place my hp next to my bed, woke up late - 710am instead of 630am. so jialat. luckily can reach school on time. erm. i mean it's 815 instead of 800am. but still able to reach convention centre before time.

because i'm late, cherie got to see people's panick look to hear their complaints because they didn't study enough, didn't memorise things up and etc. haha. i missed it.

had half of my western char siew pau before exam and another after exam. haha. so 'sheng'.

[when the last time u do things for the first time]
For me, it's today! haha. cuz today is the first time i left the convention centre in half an hour time. "finished" the paper. feel that it's not much hope. so left. no point staying there for so long as i can do nothing more about it. haha. cuz most of the things that came out in the qns is the part that i didn't study. unlucky lo. lesson learnt. do not pon and neglect that module at the same time. cuz i still catch no ball on what is it about at the very last minute before the test. bad bad~

gonna to slp soon. very tiring day. haha

cya. bye.

Not a very smooth day

it was in terms of that i couldn't concentrate on cip. cham cham.. haha. spent 5 1/2 hours sitting in front of the textbook and finally finished it -- the first chapter. quite pathetic. running out of time but my brain seems to be on a holiday mode. haha. moving on such an advance rate. rare cases. :P

Now resting later have to continue working on it. haiz.

YAY. last paper tomorrow.. 9:30am officially proclaimed to be on holiday!

Good luck to all of u and me too, of course. haha.

Bye~

B stats paper

i had my b stat paper today. was very nervous because i didn't study hard the day before. and rushed through everything and try to do some qns this very morning! what a last-min person i am. haha. knew this is a bad habit but it's just part of me.. :p

as i'm not very well prepared, tend to be more kiasu.. brought my textbook and the lecture notes to the open book test today. haha. the tb is very heavy plus the notes... i'm just well prepared to climb bukit merah hill.

as usual, prayers before test. really feel bad about it. always didn't prepare sufficiently but only make sure i prayed enough. this is bad habit too. got to kick it. haha. hope i can kick it. periodically also can. haha.

yay. i finished the test. feeling average. didn't know how many careless mistake will there be.. but just 'let it be~ let it be~' haha. at least i tried my best during the test.

now a bit worried for my cip. don't know if i can concentrate and study properly tomorrow or not. if not i cham. cuz there's a lot of stuff to read through. worst of all is it is not a open book test. haiz. just too bad.

let's see how i'll do on friday.. gtg. cya.

oh ya, was rather shocked that cherie actually think that micro type of paper is actually better than b stats. fren, if all papers is like micro type i can faint. haha. erm.. i tink i would like to try out NUH. haha. --choy-- or maybe just at the queueing/waiting section will do.(try if the seats are nice or not.)

A verse for all

"Those who gossip with you will also gossip about you."

Good thing for me to keep it in my mind. =)

Micro test

Had micro paper on mon 11/12/06

think that it is rather difficult. the usual me would feel sad or would feel down and something like that.

but i felt peace and joy. Praise God.( i knew it must be Him) =) with Him, everything is possible.

my results may be good or bad. i do not know. but i know that yesterday, today and forever God will be with me and will not forsake me.

it's a priceless experience with Him around and His power! (to let me feel the peace when i couldn't possibly have it at that time.)

HALLELUJAH !! Thanks, Jesus.. =) Love Him forever.

cya, cherie.
(haha.. dun say i didn't mention ur name. here u go. :p)

Testing 1,2,3

testing... :> testing testing.. 3 testings will do. cuz i only say 1 2 and 3.

wahaha..

:P smile always..

-May the lord be with u all-

That's all docs.

Bye.